Spinhirny consulted multiple surgeons, each with varying degrees of expertise and reputations. One of the most significant figures in his narrative is Gilles Ayoun, whom Spinhirny describes as “a real idiot to avoid; a liar, incompetent and dangerous.”
Despite his initial hopes, Spinhirny soon realized that many surgeons were more focused on financial gain than on patient care. He stated, “the liberal professions benefit from protection and the right to censor those who do not suit them,” reflecting his frustration with the medical community's lack of accountability. This disillusionment deepened when he received inadequate responses to his concerns about the surgery’s impact on his health.
The Aftermath: Empty Nose Syndrome
Following his rhinoplasty, Spinhirny unfortunately developed Empty Nose Syndrome, a condition that can manifest after nasal surgeries, particularly those involving the turbinates. ENS is characterized by a sensation of nasal obstruction despite clear nasal passages, leading to significant distress. Spinhirny described how the surgery he underwent, which was initially meant to alleviate his issues, instead left him with permanent breathing problems and a profound sense of despair.
His experience with ENS was not limited to breathing difficulties; it also profoundly affected his sleep quality. He reported issues such as insomnia and disrupted sleep patterns, which are common among those suffering from ENS. The inability to breathe comfortably through the nose at night made it challenging for him to achieve restful sleep, exacerbating feelings of fatigue and mental fog. This chronic lack of sleep further impacted his emotional health, leading to increased anxiety and frustration.
Spinhirny recounted how he encountered a troubling pattern with various ENT specialists. Many seemed to dismiss or overlook the complexity of his condition. He noted, “do not believe surgeons who promise you to only touch your septum; it is Russian roulette.” This statement reflects his frustration with the surgical community's understanding of the intricate relationships between the nasal structures and the potential consequences of surgery.
The psychological impact of ENS was severe for Spinhirny. He felt a deep sense of loss and frustration as he navigated the complications arising from what was supposed to be a transformative procedure. The condition not only affected his physical health but also took a toll on his mental well-being. He lamented, “in medical matters, I can say that paranoia is a virtue that saves lives,” underscoring the need for vigilance when undergoing medical treatments.
Moreover, the constant discomfort and disrupted sleep contributed to significant anxiety and depression. Spinhirny's quality of life drastically diminished, leaving him feeling hopeless. He described his experience as a nightmare, stating, “I am beginning to believe that French medical schools have fallen to the level of sociology or law schools and that the title of surgeon is obtained through corruption or cheating.” This reflection highlights his disillusionment not just with individual practitioners but with the broader medical system as a whole.
Through his trials, he emphasized the importance of thorough research and careful consideration before undergoing any surgical procedure. He cautioned others against hasty decisions, particularly when dealing with surgeons who do not belong to recognized medical societies, such as the EAFPS, which signifies a commitment to standards in the field.
Insomnia (required medication for sleep)
Depression
Referred to surgical outcome as a "massacre"